Over the last couple of days I have had to make several big choices for J and I.
The first being that I can no longer live in the house I am currently renting. I could stay here but J and I would have no money for the fun stuff. I love this house and the neighborhood. It has a great yard I can't say enough about it. I have an amazing friends who have offered their Mother in Law suite for J and I to rent. It's 2 bedroom 1 bath which is perfect for us!! We will share the kitchen with them which is totally fine. We have agreed that we are going to take turns making dinner for what is going to be an extended family! They have a daughter K that is a little over a year younger than J and they get along great so hopefully this works out for a while for us. I know that I can't live there forever but at least until school gets out and the summer is over. Once school starts I hopefully can find my own place hopefully here.. If not I have the option to move where my dad and step mom live which isn't far from which wouldn't be bad.
The second is that I finally putting our Garfield house on the market. Thank goodness!! That house has been nothing but a burden since we purchased it. Right now we are renting it and I have learned I am not cut out to be a landlord!
I am finally coming to realize C is never coming home to stay, I will never again hear him pull into the driveway after work. I will never smell his smell in the my house again. All these things still make me very sad. But one day at a time I am getting a little stronger I am a little less sad. I am not quite ready to move on but I am ready to start a new chapter in my life.
This song is totally my theme song right now..
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